Dreams:Drugs

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Dream on drugs
"I have had a couple dreams were I have been smoking weed in my dreams and I can't remember specifics of the dreams just that I was smoking weed. I also woke up with morning wood. So I remember in the dream I was in a big parking lot by a fast-food place. With a couple of friends from my past, and eventually we got inside one of the fast food places and it was like this chill lounge. I remember there was someone having sex on the couch under a large blanket. Also I don't remember eating a cookie in the dream and I have been staying away from sugary stuff lately. I can't remember when I smoked weed in the dream all I remember is the feeling of being ashamed that I had smoked it. Also when I woke up it was very relieving to know that it was just a dream. Ok, I remember kind of what happened it was like I got possessed in my dream and smoked weed then after I had done it, I was like WTF why did I do that?"

"And all I remember in regards to smoking weed in the dream is that I sat down and smoked my brains out then afterwards I regretted it. I was Jealous of the experience the couple was having. I think the weed thing has something to do with a toxic dream. I went to rehab when I was 17 and almost all the people there would have dreams of the drugs they used to take."

Perspective
Yep, dreams support in bringing out the points that we are suppressing and/or showing where we are still holding 'back doors' wherein we could have desires that are rather hidden or not looked at and worked upon while being awake.

So the point is to equalize yourself and act in congruence with what you are living with open eyes - so that asleep and awake you remain you applying yourself in any given situation. If one 'fall' for a point in the dream then we simply know we have to see what is it that we are not considering, not looking at or suppressing. See the reactions you had what led you to 'give in', what was the experience afterwards, what ideas, experiences came up when seeing the couple having sex - etc. After all it's not that it is bad desiring having sex - and desiring to smoke weed, it's simply about the principle we're walking and thus you've probably read and watch material around sex and how to practically handle that point. Then with weed we are aware is a no-go for us taking a point of self-commitment and discipline to face ourselves - that's it.

This has been and still is for me one of the most important Realizations. Because it was only when I realized that the mind was not bad, that I was not bad, that what I did was not bad or good that I could start to actually Trust and Support myself. I am still working with this.

What I saw was that every time I judged myself before getting to the point of Self-Forgiveness in Self-Honesty (letting "myself" as that point go) - I had created an extra unnecessary process with the Self-Judgment that now caused me to suppress, deny, self-deceive or feel self-pity when from the beginning all that was required, was that I Faced myself in Self-Honesty and Self-Forgiveness Walking the Correction of letting myself as that point go.

So what has assisted me to remember for myself is that - We've never known or lived ourselves as anyone but the fuckers that we've allowed ourselves to become, we've already fucked everything up thoroughly so there is nothing to lose, no pride to lose within simply facing ourselves in Self-Honesty and allowing ourselves to Forgive ourselves so that we can Stop, Release, Let go and Start anew Purified and Self-Directive, Living Here, in Dignity and Equality.

Yes as we actually build those habits in time, we took "time and dedication" to them which then will take the same dedication to let go of it so, that's in essence walking the consequences of having allowed ourselves to be dependent on a drug or anything else for that matter.

With regards to desiring sex - see that what I mean by it is normal is within the physical-context of requiring sex. Obviously the moment it becomes a mind-addiction then you know it's no longer 'normal' and requires direction - yet the sex-point requires an effective and practical approach that we can take on to support ourselves - agreements are suggested here as you might already know and if not, suggest you investigate upon that as well as all the interviews and documents on sex, relationships, agreements, masturbation etc of which there are tons which will certainly allow you to expand the self forgiveness to an actual seeing of what such desire is and represents.

So, suggest to take point by point as they go emerging for you to start working on = take it easy.

We can simply make of sex a point of self support, not a point of self abuse and to walk it as a point of self expression instead of it being a mind obsession. That requires practical application which I suggest you take on once you've walked alone as yourself to get yourself stable in terms of applying yourself and getting to that self-direction in self honesty required to then, expand on to other points.